There has been a little confusion about this post. I am NOT leaving LDW. I love it here and I hope to be here forever. Please do not worry:) Now back to my regularly scheduled blog:Â
In this time of celebrations, there is often an air of loss as well, as the year runs out and before a new one begins. There is a time for regret, for remembrance, and it adds a touch of melancholy to an otherwise joyous season. And, like many people, I find myself looking back with a smile and a sigh every year at this time. This year, however, I find myself facing a real loss. Nothing tragic, thank goodness and nothing that is not in its time. Probably it’s been coming and I’ve just held on because I hate to let go of good times and warm memories. The only thing I really regret is that it will mean saying goodbye to a few people I’ve known professionally over the years. I’ve never been in the position of ending a professional relationship and it’s difficult to do. When I’ve left jobs in the past, there was always an air of “Well, we’ll catch up, we’ll call, we’ll have lunch, we’ll talk.” Nothing was permanent, even if one was not going to be working together any more. But that was in terms of workmates and supervisors. I never saw any of my clients anymore. And I have a good relationship with a few clients that I will be leaving behind this time. It may be unprofessional but I will miss them a great deal. I’ll be able to say goodbye, but I’m just not sure how to do it.
Phone sex is a wonderful profession. I love it and I love the relationships that I’ve built with my co-workers, my callers and the denizens of our chatrooms. 
I was a little nervous when I first started, thinking that being a Mistress meant being set above my callers, keeping myself hard and cold and apart from them. Thank goodness I came to my senses soon after my first few calls here, because I’m a warm natured person who loves men and finds them very amusing. It just took me a little while to learn that men find all kinds of women superior and sexy in their leadership roles, and that my amused way of dealing with them can be just as diverting as the wonderful way Ms Elizabeth can rip them a new asshole in thirty seconds or less.
So I love what I do and I can’t regret the people I’ve met while doing it. The ladies AND the callers that have come before, at other places, have touched my life in meaningful ways. So if I look back this year and am a little sad to say goodbye to a few special people, I’ll take that sadness the same way I’ve taken the joy and fun they’ve shared with me over the years.. as something to cherish and learn from. After all, there is a New Year coming, filled with the wonderful sissies and cuckolds and strokers and teenie weenies that I have now, and all the callers who have yet to discover the fabulous service we offer!!
hugs,
Miss TaraÂ
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Wow, gosh, what can this mean?
The only thing I really regret is that it will mean saying goodbye to a few people I’ve known professionally over the years.
That sounds like someone is leaving a job.
And I have a good relationship with a few clients that I will be leaving behind this time. It may be unprofessional but I will miss them a great deal. I’ll be able to say goodbye, but I’m just not sure how to do it.
And that part sounds like Ms. Tara is leaving a job. Oh dear, I do hope I am misinterpreting this!
Are you deliberately misreading the SpankMistress lil giselle? Oh I think you are! This is a death comes to us all type of post, end of the season … you know all that Ecclesiastes 3, verses 1–8 stuff that women get all misty over … “A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;”
I’m so sorry you’re dying MsTara!
Alas, ’tis true, perverted elf chum. To live in a world without BillyBear, my festively plump blue pal, with his bright eyes and cute waddle and evil twisted genius…it’s just not worth it. And so, a sad adieu to all who are silly enough to believe I’d off myself because of something that whackaloon Prophet Billy said:)
I’m sorry that I worried you, giselle. I promise, I’m not going anywhere!!!
I’m sorry I made a fuss, Miss Tara. There have been a lot of departures from LDW over the years and I always worry about losing contact with the Mistresses that I care most about. Anyway I’m very happy to be wrong about your message.
As for Billy, death does not seem to be an issue for him, as he can get himself assassinated and still pen a hell of an intricate story about it on his perverted blog.
I have to admit, I just read this and thought you might be leaving too. So giselle is not the only one! And I was going to stomp My feet and threaten to hold My breath till you changed your mind. lol But now I see its cause of billybears death that this has come about…it is a good thing he is dead, or I might have to kill him.
I hope everything is ok with you Ms Tara. And know how much you are loved by all!!!!
And when I see you this come home this week, I can’t wait to see you!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxoxoxx
OK so you’re leaving now? Or dying? Or are you leaving because you’re dying or just dying to leave?
I wish you’d make up you’re mind, I’m getting confused!
Ms. Tara, I know what you are writing about. I to have lost deep friends and the sadness it causes is terrible. The best friends I lost 40 some years ago due to my parents are still with me. My thoughts are with you and you have my prayers.