Sin City. Have you seen it? Amazing adaptation of a graphic novel and author I’d never heard of. Slick, sleek, sexy and tres film noir, this is one of the best movies I’ve ever seen. Four related stories, very violent, with exquisite dialogue and incredible special effects. It has style, which many films have, and it has heart, which too many films don’t. Much is made of the way it was shot, all green screen, with the background totally CGI, but few reviewers mention the intensity and dark humour, I watched it three times in two days. And I can’t pass it by without watching it again. I’ll have to buy the DVD.
The women in Sin City especially interest me. None of them are snow white angels, most of the women introduced are prostitutes. One is a cheap waitress who has been knocked around one too many times, and one is a little girl with a heart of steel threaded gold who sees too much too young. All of the women are strong in their own right. Powerful take no shit women who might rent themselves out but never give anything of value to an unworthy man. Women who protect each other, who stand shoulder to shoulder with the few men they find worth their time and destroy anyone who threatens them. I LIKED these women, can you tell?
This gets me thinking about the men I talk to in the course of a day. Our sissies don’t want to be this kind of woman, although I think they like the idea that we Mistresses are like that. Almost to a T, our sissies want to be gentle, very feminine women in an almost stereotypical way, pretty panties, garters and stockings and lots of lace, high heels and make up and tight little slutty dresses. Or very frilly dresses for our younger set. They don’t want to fight battles, or even be our equals. (Smart sissies, they know they can’t EVER be that!! LOL) But many would love to whore for us, suck cock and fuck and be humiliated for our pleasure. Or dress up in tight exotic maid outfits and do all our mundane chores, just for the thrill of being “girlie”. They want to learn the things that we women have grown up knowing almost instinctively, which makes teaching such things a truly eye opening experience sometimes. Like the first time I tried to explain just I put on my eyeliner, and he asked why he had to open his mouth. I was just like…”Try to do it WITHOUT opening your mouth.” Mascara too. My sissies, our sissies, make me look at myself and my own female self in a new light. And I embrace it wholeheartedly!!
Until next time,
Miss Tara
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i agree! Sin City is a great movie Miss Tara. i heard that they are working on a second movie, so hopefully that will come out soon so that You can enjoy it.
i love reading Miss Tara’s blog. Miss Tara writes in a way that gets You thinking and that is a very good thing.
i’ve been lucky enough to know Miss Tara for over two years now and each one of our sessions means a lot to me. i was very nervous and timid when i first called (i still am really), i couldn’t even speak at first and panicked and hung up the phone. (i admitted to having done during our ‘first’ session together and i have and still do apologize for my action).
Miss Tara has commented on a lot of areas on her blog. My time with Miss Tara has allowed me to explore certain desires and fantasies i might not (i know i would not have) had a chance to explore. i think there are quiet a lot of men who if given the choice would like to be submissive and serve a woman.
In the ‘real’ world i am not very good with women and it’s a strong possibility that i may never meet someone to share my life with. i’d love nothing more than to have a lady i love to dote on. If i am ever lucky enough to find such a lady i think i’d find it hard to confess my fantasies and desires. i’d be worried that to confess such fantasies would doom the relationship or bring social ridicule and shame. i often find it hard to feel at ease with my desires for submissiveness/humiliation/feminization. i’d be mortified if my ‘friends’ or ‘co-workers’ found out.
Being able to explore such desires with Miss Tara gives me a ‘safe’ place to explore this aspect of my personality. i think the world is a better place that people like me do have these safe places. Even if i can’t explore these aspects of myself for all my life, at least i will always be able to think back to a time when i could.
i feel really upset when i think of a society when people were judged to be ‘amoral’ or ‘deviant’ because of their sexuality (unfortunately i know this still prevails in certain societies). i know of people having to live a lie for fear of what society would do if they were their authentic self. That has to be a soul destroying way to live.
What i’m trying to say in a very long and drawn out way is that my time with Miss Tara let’s me explore ‘deviant’ tendencies i have. i can’t see anyway that society is hurt by it.
What might happen if at age 50 (or whatever) and i have never been true to myself for a little bit? What then? Do i go crazy in a shopping mall or something?
(By the way i don’t wish to compare me having to ‘hide’ my fantasies to what it must be like not to be able to be openly true about your sexuality for fear of violent consequences).
i’ve never admitted to my friends that i’ve been serving Miss Tara for over two years now. i wish i could, but i fear for what might happen. And when i think about that i think how sad and silly that makes society and our attitude to sex.
i think prostitution should be legalized – but not without conditions. i think Nevada has a good system from what i’ve heard.
i have never been with a prostitute, though some reading this may argue that by paying for phone sex i have, but that’s a different debate. i want to live in a society free of violence, all kinds – including violent acts of a sexual nature such as rape.
i think all adult men and women should have the right to safe consensual sex (whether paid for or not). Rapists, child molesters and the like are the scourge of society (obviously i believe child prostitution should not be legalized, and anyone looking for such things should be locked up).
Wow, i have digressed; see Miss Tara’s blogs do get you thinking. i’m sorry to have written all this. It’s probably not the place. Please feel free to delete this comment Miss Tara.
i really just wanted to comment to publicly say that to me Miss Tara is wonderful. Miss Tara is a kind, considerate, humorous, intelligent and warm lady. My life has been such a better one, for having been able to speak with Miss Tara for the last two years. Miss Tara, You mean the world to me.
i also wanted to say that i think that Miss Tara writes very eloquently and i hope She is able to post for a long time to come.
Miss Tara, i am glad that You are proud of what you do and who you are – You are right to be so, it would make me sad if it were otherwise.
i am proud to be a servant/caller of Yours, but i, like You, still won’t be telling my mum about this aspect of my life
Love,
daniel